and the war rages on…

I’m in love… and it’s impossible… he’s 21…realistically, there is no way this is going to end without me getting my heart broken… but it feels so good, it’s more than just sex, because we hang out otherwise and have so much fun. I’ve met a lot of his friends, and the other night, he even took me to his aunt’s… and they liked me.  Of course they don’t know that we’re more than friends.  Even his roommate/best friend doesn’t know… (he’s gay, so he doesn’t find me attractive, thus it doesn’t occur to him that R— could).